Him,

you guys know how much i love this man.

its just too much :)

Dah sebulan tak jumpa. trend yang sama sebelum tido iaitu belek gambar2 smbil mengalirkan airmata haha macam apa je. text,call memang dah lali sangat dah. sekarang ni kadang-kadang dtg hari nakal aku, maka ada lah texting during class. phone bawah meja sibuk taip. even aku kekok sebelah tgn sbb keypad QWERTY aku tetap gagahkan jugak nak text dia. But ending nya kena marah and MSR paksa off fo or he claimes that i dont love him. So yeah, i did off the damn phone. Haih.

Terpaksa patuh:/

Anyway, its the best for me right? FOCUS ITU PENTING :)

Sekarang dah 3 minggu dia tak balik. and he promise to come back wednesday nanti. OK tak sbaar gila! :) Rabu until ahad, means aku ada 4 hari je nak tatap dia puas puas! :) OK lah jangan ecited sangat nanti ada yang menangis kang. Hmm sebenarnya memang nak nangis pun. Satu berita sedih. thats is we'll celebrate our 2nd anniversary awal seminggu. which tak best tapi... what can i do dear readers? pasrah je lah kan :/

Our anniversary is 15 Julai. Tak dapat lah nak sambut on that day atau hari sekitarnya. Sangat tak feeling kan? But nevermind,, dalam konteks 'manjadi aku' memang kena banyak sabar pasrah tawakal and another thing kecewa. too many frustrations. sampaikan yang kes frust menonggeng pun ada. its hard to be me. facing this long distance relationship in such young age and not to mention being fully controlled with your parents. its hard and heartbreaking. sape yang faham, faham lah kan? :')

Iman ada kan? So, aku hanya perlu...Bersabar je lah :')