Lovey Dovey ;)

I'm a very weak person.

Ye, saya sangat lemah bila masuk tang dia. Love makes you suffer right but at the same time damn happy gila wa cakap lu haha. what am i crapping ni? Ayooo! haha ok stop being crazy akma. now is the serious time.

Its not easy you know to have a boyfriend that can stand by you no matter what. i'm a normal human i make mistakes. banyak banyak mistakes. stupid mistakes. mistakes that im not supposed to do but yeah i did it. MSR had warned me thousands of time but being me, 16 years old and counting, ofcourse la i ignore him completely. i did 'the mistake' without considering what people might talk about me, and what impression i can make at them about myself. yeah, really i'm being very stupid that time ;/

However i thank Allah to have this guy, the guy i that i lovee the most, he make me step back to reality and realising that i've made a stupid mistake! :( He marah me like i'm his child. my parents doesnt know bout this but yeah even if they do they sure will scold me like MSR does. i'm thankful to have him. it really hurts getting scold by him. it really do! ;( we almost break up about this. its very painful on that night. he saw my picture in FB and quickly call me and maki me and...well its history now. please no more looking to the back we're okay now alhamdulillah :')

We opened a new book now. we promise to stay honest and making each other happy. i dont want to hurt him anymore :( he's very precious to me. he's like my guarding angel. he always remind me the do's and dont's. sometime he sound like my father but a very manja one hehe. we are very much okay right now and i think i'm in love with him, AGAIN! haha how funny it is right? :P But still he's so damn far in utara and i miss him ;( i wish i had my own car so i can drive to his place at weekends aaaaaaaa berangan lagi hehehe :P

I dont remember the last time i had a proper date with him. its the last, i dont know..3, 4 weeks ago maybe? dont remember the exact. but the point is i miss dating! Grrrrrr i always pissed off when i see the chinese girls at my school suap suap for each other with her bf. i was like 'SHOW OFF!' Hahaha pathetic kan? I miss him laaa thats the point not that i want her bf or whatever :/

OK, Thats all. I wanna go and eat my lunch. arab food for today hehe. tata :)

P/S: B, I love you so much kay thanks for everything yang you bagi. nak upah, Muahhhh muahhhh :-*